The latest news about Prince is that he was getting help from experts in dealing with addiction to pain killers.
But as soon as he died, I read lots of on-line speculation about him being a drug abuser. Today I read that his death was the kind of thing you would expect, given his “lifestyle.”
Well the facts aren’t in and maybe we’ll never know all of them.
But everybody who’s lived with chronic pain knows enough. And if they’re Prince fans, their hearts are likely broken all over again imagining how Prince apparently suffered and how help came too late.
They know what it’s like to have to do more than just function but be at your very best when you can’t count on getting enough sleep and you’re perpetually exhausted.
When the pain is so terrible you feel like a wolf caught in a trap.
You’re frantic, maybe even feeling crazed inside–and if you could chew that leg off somehow, you would.
The medication doesn’t always work, or when it does, it can have debilitating side effects.
And some people around you only make things worse when they offer up advice like “You have to take the good with the bad in life” or they just tell you to “Tough it out.”
You may be so wild with pain you can imagine that killing yourself is the only solution.
That’s not a lifestyle. That’s not about getting high.
That’s ****. And one in seven of us goes there at some point in their lives.
Too bad more people don’t understand what it’s like, have sympathy, and avoid judgment.
Lev Raphael is the author of the novel The German Money, which the Washington Post compared to Kafka, John le Carré and Philip Roth, as well as 24 other books in many genres.